Everywhere I turn I see women craving change.
Talking about big cities and dreams and waxing ambition into poetry.
But we’re all still here.
Motionless.
What has to happen to force change? Why are we waiting for change to develop and leave us no choice but escape instead of creating doorways and buying tickets?
Why do we take a passive aggressive stance to the situations around us — manipulating the little keys that force the big lock?
I question these things right now, drinking coffee and reading other people’s journals knowing that if I wait a few hours, I’ll forget this little fire and justify another day of normalcy.
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I was talking in my sleep last night. B said I rolled over and said, “How boring for you.”
I didn’t realize I was talking to myself.
I dreamed of yard sales and getting busted. At the yard sale, everything looked tired and old and it was all of my own stuff I was rummaging through. All the remnants of my past — dusty and tired.
“How boring for you.”
How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you. How boring for you.
You know that California is waiting for you with open arms. I don’t care what I have to do, we’re GOING TO DO THIS TOGETHER.
I started a savings jar for this cause last night. I put $15 in change in there. 😀
Something’s got to give, honey. We can make it happen. WE HAVE TO MAKE IT HAPPEN.
These things consume my thoughts 24-7. I am thinking of you and looking for every opportunity I can to help you step up to the next level. I love you. Stay optimistic.
I told my gredhmotnar how you helped. She said, “bake them a cake!”
After a very stressfull day, this was just a great unwinder for me! I just laughed and laughed. April Fools is just a great day and though I don’t get the chance to play many pranks, my lovely fiance’ did finally say “yes” on April 1st of last year. And yes, I thought she was joking! Happily she was not! Silly me.
I used to be in a constant state of change, of flux, afraid of nothing new but something happened…
Perhaps these dreams of yours are just around the corner from manifestation and it will be the follies of your friends that push you toward them with open arms?
Things are going to change, I can feel it.
**Fall is a season of change.
“Things are going to change, I can feel it.”
Amen.
Superior thinking deotastrnmed above. Thanks!